✧ Scene: She Reads Him
It was nearly Maghrib.
The golden light spilled into the reading room of the library in Córdoba, casting long shadows over the table where she sat. Zahra had just finished reviewing an old translation of Ibn Hazm’s Tawq al-Hamama, when the title of a different paper caught her eye.
Aaric Soler.
The name rang like a quiet bell in her memory.
She paused. Then clicked.
The essay was dense — a philosophical treatment of inherited memory and post-faith identity in post-Enlightenment Europe. It wore the usual robes of academic detachment. Structured. Sharp. Almost too sharp.
But Zahra had spent years learning to read beneath polished arguments.
The piece was haunted.
He was asking questions he hadn’t yet earned the courage to answer. It was in the spaces between citations, in the restrained tone — as if he feared the consequences of feeling too deeply about what he was writing.
She slowed when she reached this line:
“Much of the modern West suffers not from a lack of meaning, but from the fear of what meaning might demand of it.”
She leaned back.
This was not merely observation.
This was confession.
Her fingers traced the margin of the page. He was wrestling with something sacred — not the idea of God, but the weight of remembering. His words carried the tension of someone raised to trust intellect and legacy, yet drawn toward something softer. Truer.
And then, near the end, almost lost in a footnote:
“I once stood in the Mezquita and felt my breath catch. Not because of its architecture. But because of the absence it contained. I think I have been carrying that absence ever since.”
Zahra exhaled, deeply.
She whispered aloud, “You’re closer than you think.”
She closed her notebook, slid the printed essay into her bag, and walked into the fading light.
She would not speak to him. Not yet.
But she would keep reading.
Because some souls spoke best in silence.
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